So you are probably wondering
so we're you probably wondering what you
so inconsistent you never used to be
like this what's going on well this
video's kind of that so why did you why
do you keep taking a large brakes on
youtube honestly the main thing is that
I just kind of lost motivation like I've
been doing this for six years now 20
2011 yeah six years and eventually you
just kind of think ah Carolyn to bother
today honestly I mean don't get me wrong
i put effort into everything i do but it
was sometimes like you've been doing it
for so long and so consistently because
i've been doing it since I your maid so
I I was bound to get burnt out like I've
been doing this since I was 10 11 years
or just consistently never really took a
break i guess like some people they
start YouTube they leave it for a while
they come back and then you know they
grow their channel for me I've kind of
just always been here like you know this
channel the luminous in 2013 Bobby see
most of you guys know and I mean number
was this 2011 which is called the DJ 12
it just gets the point where you sit
down in front of a camera you stand in
front of a camera you think I don't know
is fucking me bothered today and I never
used to be like that like it used to
always like yes recording get in there
and now it's more of recording and
that's not even that I don't want to do
it i do like i really want to make
videos i've got so many great video
ideas I've got like I want to be
consistent and I can be consistent but
I've put myself like I'm such a
perfectionist when it comes to my videos
nowadays like every video has to be good
if it's even slightly cringey in my
opinion I scrap it if there's if there's
too many voice cracks I'll scrap it if
the audios of the officer crappy if the
cameras all about our focus scrap it
like you get what I'm saying I'm very
like details like it has to be perfect i
don't know like a channel of my size it
probably doesn't need to be like I know
there's channels with millions of
subscribers to create shit videos but I
I just I don't know I high standards for
my videos and that's what holds me back
sometimes like sometimes I I could
upload gaming if I really wanted to like
I did back in the day but that's what my
standards were lower and I just really
didn't have to actually enough high
standards like all it wasn't sit down
play some people put me from that back
and make a video you know I mean
nowadays it's like everything has to be
poison and you're probably wondering why
why'd you just make a normal video today
instead of uploading this video whether
it's just a waste of a weekly video or
just a video in general well I just feel
like I kinda owe you guys want an
apology for being so inconsistent I know
like is my right my my what's the word
I'm looking for it's like it's my
responsibility to be the youtube and
upload consistently that's that's why
fine milk for you know I kind of feel
bad in some ways that I haven't been
uploading versus you've got only son
like I look I don't just hug YouTube to
do like if I just had used to in my life
to do then I could because I could
because as consistent as I wanted so
I've got college I've got homework
revision and you know general life I you
know of course recently my grandma
passed away as well so that kind of took
a toll on me like last time with my
granddad passed away a couple years ago
and that really took a toll on me as
well it took me a couple must actually
get back into the swing of just general
motivation I don't know obviously
hopefully someone could under some not
to mention i think i'm the first money
history to have a relative pass away
make a video about and somehow still get
hate comments on it I mean what's that
about I but yeah I do appreciate
everyone my house big sticking around
and you know it's just here to support
me I really do appreciate you know seem
like people who have been here since
like twenty fourteen and twenty thirteen
and all that kind of malarkey like I
really do appreciate and I know this
video is probably really boring by just
it is what it is if you are new around
here like this isn't usual I'm not
usually this inconsistent it's just like
I said I've just been doing it for a
very long time and I just I was bound to
lose motivation eventually so but I
always kind of told myself with YouTube
thing that like as soon as I I stopped
enjoying and as soon as I stopped
wanting to do it and soon as I stop
forcing myself to make videos I thought
maybe I should step away from it for a
little bit and that's why I kind of did
you know I would even really took a
proper break in a sense because you know
why I've been or bloating of Sylvan
constantly thinking about it and close
releasing and recording and you know
just trying to upload the perfect video
so yeah I think it from this video I
said we're going to try and revamp my
channel and you know to see where I want
to go next
and because you know I've done a lot on
YouTube and I don't really know where i
want to go next I mean I could go back
to doing gaming videos but I feel like
it's just a bit of an exhausted column
at this point like I think the only game
that I would probably make videos on now
is over what and I'm not well I'm gonna
end but you know so one thing is is that
and just give me some time just you know
appreciate or what I've said and I don't
know what else to say and also just give
me some time like you know from revamp
my channel like I really want to get it
right cuz i do want to grow this channel
i'm not here to just let it die or else
i would equate years ago when i had my
first you know you look like a little
comment i probably want to quit then if
i was going to give up but i'm not so
unfortunately for all you hate as you
thought was going to quit i think at
this isn't set in stone i guess pulling
in on my social media links tile
description below cheeky forgot now yeah
just go follow me on all of them and you
know i'll just give you an update on it
this is final but i think what i'm going
to do is try and do one video a week on
a tuesday at seven o'clock and just see
if i can stick to a schedule for a bit
my phone's vibrating up sorry that we're
in the mic but yeah I think we're going
to try and overload tuesday at seven
o'clock gmt UK time work out for you at
the time zone anyway yeah I appreciate
all the people who have you know stuck
to the end of this video and just
generally been here for anyway I'm going
out here now like I said new videos
every tuesday at seven o'clock for a
little bit so I can get back on track is
scheduled and just try and stick to
something and then we'll gradually add
videos in as the week's go on but yeah
guys thank you all so much for watching
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