I'm sweating the whole time.
Hi! My name is Lucky Hell and this is my Youtube channel!
And welcome back if you are a returning subscriber.
If you are someone new or if you just found me
Hi my name is Lucky Hell and
I sometimes speak about stuff here on Youtube
This is a really hard video to make but
pretty important to me and when I knew
I would move back to Finland I thought that
it would be nice to do a Youtube video
in Finnish, but
I have lived outside of Finland for so long
about 2 years but even before that the last 3 years
in Finland
I was away about 9 months
per year or something and I spoke English all the time and
of course my Finnish language went a little
downward
downward direction
But it's important to try and I want to
speak straight to my .....
Finnish subsribers
But I want to talk straight to you. If you are Finnish
then this video is for you!
And please forgive me already now that everything
that I say probably
isn't correct. Sentences,
words and how the words
change form
definitely a lot is wrong but
this is just important to me to try!
Why is Finland such an important place to me?
It's complicated!
And
quite a big story but I'll try to explain a little bit about that
First thing is that when
I moved to Finland, my life changed completely
and my life has changed many times
since I have lived in Finland. My first time
in Finland I was on holiday for New Years
and then my birthday is after that
and it was my first birthday in 10 years
that I wasn't taking any drugs or
anything.
I was like sober that day and we drove
from Rovaniemi to Helsinki and
I just remember that it was so
amazing and surprising thing that hey,
this is my birthday and I'm
sober. Weird and new
new experience for me! A few months after that
I moved to Finland and I knew then
that if I move
then its the time to try
what life is like without drugs or alcohol etc
My boyfriend back then is now my ex husband
and now like my brother, but then he was my boyfriend
and he is totally alcohol (and drug) free
and back then he already hadn't been drinking
for about 9 years or something which is quite long
and I knew if I moved to Finland and
I was with him, there wouldn't be an option
to take drugs because he didn't take them,
it was a new country, I didn't speak the language
I thought then that, yeah now's the time
to try what life is like without drugs.
And that is quite a huge life change
when you are sober
for the first time ever in your life, almost, well not
first time in your life but first time in so many years
and that was such a huge
part of my life. And that is one
change in my life that is so big
I'll never
forget it. And second thing is that
this is the first country where
I feel
that this is home for me.
I didn't feel this in Australia ever
and I lived a little time in London
and there I didn't feel home.
In New York yes the atmosphere
and vibe there is really awesome and I felt
more that this is my
kinda place. I was there only
3 months. "I lived there" it just sounds cool
"Yeah I lived in New York, yeah"
"Oh yeah how many years?"
"Well no (cough cough) only 3 months"
I didn't really live there but I like to say that I did
But in Finland started to straight away feel
that
that home is here. Here people are
much more open
It's hard to explain when you don't know the
words that you would describe what you mean
It doesn't matter if you have tattoos, or
pink hair or a mohawk. How you look
doesn't affect
how other people treat
you. It's not really as judgmental as some
other countries, in my opinion or that has been my experience.
And that is a really cool thing when
I saw my boyfriend, who already had so many tattoos
much more than me, and he was talking to someone,
some business things and
and the other guy was older,
very typical Finnish business man
and he just spoke to the
tattooed guy
like it was normal, like it didn't
bother him that he was talking to such a tattooed person.
In my opinion it was pretty amazing to see that, hey,
that guy doesn't even really notice that my guy has so many
tattoos, it doesn't bother this business man.
Nice!
Nice that you can look how you want and
it doesn't affect
how others treat
you/us.
This is really hard, hopefully
I've said something that makes sense and
something that you can understand.
And especially because I have my own family here!
My
ex husband is now my really
good friend, like a brother, and
his mum and dad and sister
they became my family really quickly
and now it's Midsummer and ex husband
has gone to Norway and I will go
to his mum's place
just on my own. His sister is there and
her baby and husband. I'm back in Finland and I want
to be around family and they are my family.
And that's one thing that I haven't
felt ever before.
It's not in my
memories that 'this is my family'
'I want to be close to them. I will go to spend time
with my family.'
I have never felt that!
Because I don't have my own family really.
My life has changed so many times here
At the beginning it was learning to be sober
And then feeling like I have a home
here, and then came that
feeling that I have family here and
my family lives in Finland and that is a very
strange but awesome thing to think!
And I started to
study Finnish language and I went back to
school. And
here I found my passion for performing
and also
found my talent
to swallow swords! And when
I swallowed my first sword
my whole life changed
again
in a huge way, very huge way.
It was almost the same as when I started to be sober
I wouldn't have discovered my ability for sword swallowing
if I hadn't of moved to Finland.
Now it's my job, my passion
I've traveled around the world because of it.
And that's basically it that,
I have found my home here
I've learnt so much about myself
and I found my
passion
family
work, friends
Some of my best friends live in Finland
And I always think if
something happened, I got injured or sick or
something like that
I would go back to Finland, I never felt home in Australia
why would I go back there?
I don't have any bank accounts or
health insurance there. I dob't have anything there
except some good friends
Finland is now my home and
that's about it. I found myself here.
Hopefully
you could understand a little of this
video! And leave me
a message under the video if you liked this !
And what you thought!
And give me a thumbs up if you want to see more videos of me where
I sweat the whole time and
say 'fuck' many times in English
and try to speak Finnish
Thank you so much for watching and hopefully
this is just the first Youtube video in Finnish.
Bye bye!
But I like saying tha-
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