Waching daily May 3 2018

Dear Francesco Lei Mat,

I guess "Mat" is not your family name,

because

the "mat" is the crazy man of the Tarot.

"Mat" is the word in French for "crazy man".

Well. And you gave me, for me to read

you the Tarot to thank you for your contribution

to my movie

Endless Poetry,

you gave me

three numbers: number 7,

which is the chariot,

number 12, which is the hanged,

and number 22, which here in this series is the…

is the crazy man, the "mat".

You see? Then

(I will show you later)

this means a lot.

Number 7 is the trip;

number 7 is… is a prince in a chariot

pulled by two horses

that is on his way to conquer the world,

to conquer something.

Number 12 is someone who is hung

by his foot, upside down

and with his harms here on his back,

and who is totally focused on himself.

He has isolated himself from the world in order to find himself.

And number 22 is the crazy man, who leaves

to give his energy to the world.

And number 22 is the crazy man, who leaves to give

his energy to the world.

The hanged doesn't give his energy to the world, and number 7

desires to go to the world.

Well, you asked me:

"what do I lack

that would make me a good Tarot reader?"

Well, let's see, right? Let's see.

I shuffle the cards.

Let's choose the first number: 1, 2,

3, 4, 5, 6,

7.

The second one is number 12: 7,

7, 8, 9, 10, 11 and 12.

And the third one is the "mat":

number 22, I mean number 22.

Here it is.

That's it. Now let's see

if number 7 got left out.

The "mat" got left out.

And then it's number 12 and number 7.

Let's see if they're here.

Number 12 and number 7.

Here we've got number 12

and number 7 here

Here is the 7

Here is the 12

And here the mat

That's what you asked for, you see?

How can you be a good Tarot reader?

You are about 52, 53

years old,

you are already a grown man

who wishes to be a good Tarot reader.

So you are humble,

because you doubt as to whether…

as to whether you are good or bad, and you want to be better.

That's very beautiful for a Tarot reader.

Then you are already a good Tarot reader, because you are humble.

Reading the Tarot is not about taking possession of someone,

it's not about being a master, it's not about being like some people

who present themselves as a new Christ

who will cure everything and solve everything,

who will read the future, things like that, right?

And deep down they are traders,

because the brain has

the virtue

(or the defect, I don't know, I see it as a virtue)

of sort of obeying predictions.

If you predict to someone

that he will earn a lot of money,

then he… he does everything,

everything the psyche has to do

to make money come! But if you tell him that he will break

his foot, he… he, after some time,

he brakes it! Because the brain is going

to obey to predictions.

And the great prediction that the brain accepts

is the self-concept.

If I grow up with the self-concept

that I'm not built (if I were a woman) that I'm not built

to be among mediocre people, but to reach the great love of my life,

I will reach it!

But if someone says: "I'm built to…

to be humiliated and to work

all day to earn my bread in something I don't like"

he will die working to earn his bread in something he doesn't like!

But not you! You want to be better in Tarot reading.

Then the first thing is to be humble.

Secondly: not to see the future, because it's…

it's fraud.

At every step you take

take a new future is created.

You have a range, every person has a range

of futures different

from other's ranges of futures, different.

But there are a lot of futures in your range,

and the different presents you may live

prompt the creation of your future.

Let's put the future aside.

Then

Then here there's

travelling, namely

leaving to conquer the… the world,

led by your instinctive force.

Then your instinctive force guides

you towards

your action in the world.

You want to improve the world,

that's why you want to…

you want to improve your Tarot.

You are not a trader because you are humble.

You are a very well intentioned person

and you want to have the energy

to… to fix this world.

But you are

very

worried

about your inner value

It seems like in the past

you didn't have a family that praised you,

that said you were wonderful:

"oh! My little boy smells very good!

How marvellous! Oh! My little boy has got talent

how marvellous!

No, you didn't have that.

Then you are in yourself cutting

the genealogical tree. You see the… the cut branches?

And… And you are

finding yourself, but you don't know what to choose yet.

And here

in the crazy man, which is the first

and last card (it's number 0 and number 22)

you leave with your experience.

You already want to go far away, to totally free yourself

from this… this self-concept that doesn't allow you

to give everything you have in your bag.

You already carry the whole Tarot in that bag,

because the Tarot is in your interest,

Because you are intuitive.

If you weren't intuitive you wouldn't worry about improving

your Tarot.

Now what do you lack that

would make your great dream

come true?

Then Tarot is going to answer you. You want…

you want to go conquer the world, to go…

to go fix the world.

You want to have that strength. Do you have it or not?

The fortune wheel.

Look what a wonder you got. Number 10 is the end

of a cycle.

Your material force is falling back

into place, which is ground reality;

your spiritual force is falling

back into place,

which is the contact with the divine,

with the sacred.

And up here you've got that you are already seeing what…

what stops you, you see?

You are… you are realizing what your inner enemy is:

the judgements people close to you

had about you.

And here there's a handle, isn't it?

The fortune wheel is going to be moved now.

It's going to be moved

by your inner work.

by your inner work.

Note that, when you are in the chariot

now,

you don't trust

your inner force, because you are looking that…

you are looking that… you are looking that way.

You are not looking this way.

So you leave and he remains hanged

and you don't help yourself.

You need to have more confidence in yourself and to come back to yourself,

to come back

and to have faith that you can help yourself

and that you already are a good Tarot reader.

So, are you or are you not?

Of course you are! Here is the king, you see?

This one is… this one is hanged.

He doubts his power.

But the king is sitting, he has his leg crossed…

He already knows himself, he is mature now and he has the sceptre…

the sceptre of power in his hands.

Which power? The power over himself:

"I am authentic

and what I want does me.

I don't do what I want, what I want does me,

because I know how to receive in me what

I truly want."

This record of what I'm doing comes back

several times

so that you can repeat the sentence I just said many times.

we already know, we already… we already know that you have the power to

to move the wheel, the wheel, the wheel of fortune.

That's your… that's your prerogative.

But will you be able to make a living from Tarot?

This says you can, but

I wouldn't advise it,

because when one starts to make a living

from Tarot,

Tarot prostitutes itself.

It's not… It's not pure anymore.

The sacred has to be free.

The… The Church

started to be in decline

when the Vatican started to get rich.

Christ was the man of the poor,

but not only of the poor of money,

but also of the poor… poor of… of that desire

of taking over the world.

But what are you going to do? What do you want to free yourself from?

Look, look, look, look.

This card is not Death in Tarot;

it's transformation.

And it's the skeleton of the "mat".

They both lean on a stick,

diagonal

so they go from the sky to the earth.

Arcane 13 is

active on the earth:

active on the earth:

he is clearing the land,

making new things grow,

freeing himself from… from the family course that negative self-conceptions are.

He is working, tilling the land.

And if you see the crazy man, he is looking at the sky.

He goes… He has already done his job on the land,

he is helped by friends, by people who love him,

who are… who are helping.

And he walks ,

without looking forward

but looking towards his future, or towards his heavenly destiny,

which is his spiritual destiny, his spirituality.

Then what you…

the answer

of your question of

"how can I improve my Tarot?"

is simply to free yourself from the past,

to free yourself from the self-concept, to free yourself from doubt,

from the child who wasn't seen

wasn't protected and maybe loved,

and to recognize yourself.

To be your own father and your own mother.

Thank you

Francesco.