Hi guys it's Jett here and this is my Merry Christmas video. I hope you're all
having a great Christmas so far and you're gonna have a Happy New Year.
I haven't made a video for a while there's a few reasons but mainly because
I had sort of a sabbatical with my testosterone- I mean I was still taking
it but I was a bit flatlining on my levels- well quite the opposite actually... when I
was taking the packets of Testogel religiously every day but not at the
same time every day which may have hampered the readings I apparently kept
coming back with very high T levels so some people say that it converts it back
into estrogen- I'm not sure what happens there but I wasn't having many changes
anyway and I was up in the air and well I can just make excuses all day but why
would I do that when here I am... I will tell you what I have been up to though
which is Nebido. I have been switched over to what I don't know if
you can get everywhere in the world or I'm pretty sure you can't but and it's
it's more the the long-acting shot that you get every say three months but it
does vary if your levels are too high or too low they can vary it I have heard as
infrequent as 16 weeks and as frequent as 8 weeks depending on where your
levels are but sorry to jump in and say Happy Christmas and get straight on to T
levels but you know that's where I am that's the level I'm on- not literally
the level but that's the level I'm at is talking about blood results and
testosterone levels and this is where we come in because I haven't as I said made
a video for a while so I just thought, Can't leave you guys alone at Christmas geez I gotta like make an
update and just sort of say hi guys happy Christmas and hope you've not missed me
too much yeah it's a little
disheartening when you know your levels aren't optimum and you see people who've
been on T for the same amount of time as you and they've got little hairs growing
everywhere well I am I mean I don't know if you can see it but I've got a darker
bit of fuzz around my upper lip and I'm starting to get like the odd like bits
of bum fluff on my face.. I mean it's nothing really to report home to and to
be honest I've seen little old ladies with more than what I've got but this is not
disheartening in any way because my voice has definitely dropped so I have
noticed that change I mean I have had my first Nebido shot which is the long
acting in the loading phase so that was five weeks ago so just after Christmas I'm
due to get another shot and I will tell you this it's the most painful shot I've
ever had in my life- okay well not really but yeah it was a bit tender however
saying that afterwards you totally forget the pain and you never have to
think about it again until your next shot is due and this is where I like
about it is where I was doing the testo gel packets every single day I had to
potentially wake up do the same routine every single day at the same
time and it just it wasn't working for me because I'm just not that routine I'm
not that routine of a guy and as much as I tried because obviously it
means a lot to me you know to be able to get the levels that I want
but I just couldn't practically do it so I mean what works for one guy is
not going to work for another so you know everybody takes their T however they can
get it and for me the packets were painless easy and I'd
highly recommend them if you can take them but I just had trouble maintaining
consistency - I'm really not that consistent so yeah that's that's where I
faltered but um yeah I'm liking this Nebido. I hate the pain
I mean it's not that painful no I'll tell you what it didn't hurt to ask for
the shot. They did a very good job at my GPs because
the shot has to be administered well it doesn't have to be they I've seen or
heard them do them all the wrong ways but the best the optimal way and the
way that's recommended by the drug provider itself is to take the shot Oh
up to two minutes it should take to administer and it should be warm you
know I mean I brought my wife along and she's got hot hands so she heated it up
for me so that was nice my doctor she was good as gold
she she elongated the shot up to two minutes so it took that long to deliver
you know so it wasn't a painful whack she did --everybody did everything
right and it was just a tiny bit of sting once you take it out and I'm just
over dramatizing how much it stung... it isn't that Pleasant
but you know literally what's five minutes of your life if you don't
have to do it every day you know okay when I say five minutes I couldn't sit
down after I had to go yeah I had to I had to try and sit down on one side of
my butt cheek cuz it was a bit tender I took my wife for tapas - hummus and olives.. but I just
couldn't sit down properly only for a very short 45 minutes - an hour- there's
just a bit tender and then the next day it was a bit you know but what I mean
I'm not gonna go on about the pain because that makes me sound
like more of a wuss than I actually am because I can take it it's just yeah just never
mind and so let's move right along and not concentrate on that- the best thing is is that I am noticing
changes on that and I'm not sure if it's because I've switched to taking the
long-acting Nebido shots or because it's at time that I would start noticing
changes anyway which is supposed to be around the five six month mark anyway so
it's really hard to tell which is which but I have noticed I mean I am starting
to grow furry thighs furry belly coz like who doesn't want a furry belly?
voice lowering you know a bit of stubble it's still fluffy
I mean everybody has different growths at different times different stages and
you know varies one guy to the next but um I suppose in some ways I'm not
expecting as much as some guys because I'm an older trans guy which does I
really think make a difference because the older you are everything
slows down not just you know your changes but everything you know I cut
myself like three months later, oh dear how's that going?... so your body starts to slow down
and it's like production of things and you know naturally I'm I'm at that time
when to be honest I should be having more changes than I actually am
which which is also kind of bizarre because I'm still experiencing I'd say
I'm experiencing more female and the Shark Week is like just as much as it
was before and if not worse I gotta get my levels checked again you know these
things that you know you just have to weigh them up and see how it goes for
you but you know we're playing it by ear and watching and waiting and seeing what
happens so all good so far- I mean I'm still
happy I knows things are happening I know things are I'm just waiting for my
second signature sorry I didn't mean to do that to you but-- it's my dog you can
probably not hear... he's also a senior like me he's not going through same changes
it's just barky um yeah so some of the things some of the things--- nope he
doesn't need me-- so some of the things that I'm waiting to have are: second
signature at the GIC which I shall get for my top surgery which I'm really
looking forward to well sort of looking forward to-I'm really looking forward to getting rid of...
and I'm considering what to do downstairs
but that is another thing for the New Year's consultation so there's lots to come. I'm sorry
that I haven't made the comparison videos for the top binders compression
vests or the STPs or Packers because because I am waiting
I know that under the Christmas tree I am- sorry- I blame him he did it
naughty elf. I'm expecting to get an STP in my stocking from Transthetics. I
know I shouldn't know these things but I do um so I didn't want to make a
comparison video until I have that one because it would be wrong to leave it
out and as well and again I'm expecting a binder to come after Christmas from
the urban out-- the Spectrum Outfitters- sorry Urban Outfitters is something completely different
spectrum outfitters they're sending me a binder that I would
like to include in the comparison so those will both happen in the new year
because I'd like to be more comprehensive so that is basically
what's been happening I mean and this like you have any questions I don't
think I have anything else to say about my transition I'm going to try and keep
you more informed in the new year about what's happening with me and I'll see
how that goes I have noticed that things but you know I mean just minor things
that you know -we can talk, we can talk -it'll be good... you know like mental things
and cravings and just normal things that like
I'd say any guy would go through if they're going through puberty like oh
and all the other things that they wouldn't expect to have to go through -
like being considered a different gender while you're doing puberty it's it's
very difficult in some ways you know I mean I use the men's now like 100% of
the time and I'm not read 100% of the time as male but when I go into the
loo nobody bothers me at all but as soon as I come out of the loo and I go
and use a kiosk or something and ask for a drink they go there you go
madam right yeah yeah thanks you know so you know it's fifty of one and six dozen
of another you know there we go so anyway sorry if this has been long
but you know I'm catching up so for me I'm the naughty elf it's a
happy Christmas and a merry new year enjoy yourselves guys and catch you up
I've been jet subscribe if you want to see whatever happens next I know I do
later dudes
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