Waching daily Feb 2 2018

Hi, I'm Neil, wanted to talk to you a little bit about change. I've been

involved in helping people in companies and governments transition and benefit

from transition since moving to the then Czechoslovakia 1991 on the World Bank

project. Change is great. We love it in the business world. We love the new

acquisition, the new product, the new partner, the new technology but of course

it brings about apprehension for those people who are not only directly

affected but also affected a parallel way. The division manager whose resources

are being reallocated to another country, to another product. The specialist whose

specialty just became a little less special. Those anxieties create fear, fear creates

hurdles and we need to overcome those hurdles. So how do we do that? Well for me

it's important not only to manage up, but to communicate up. To help the people who

are giving us our marching orders, understand the mentality in the

psychology of the people to whom we are giving marching orders. Where are their

fears and where are their anxieties and how can we minimize that, because

minimizing them helps things move forward and the effectiveness of any

change is directly correlated to the speed of that change.

Secondly we need to have again not only goals but we need to know the ground

rules. You need to know what personnel decisions can be made. What changes to

reporting structures can happen in order to be effective. We need not only to have

the priorities but we need to communicate effectively the

possibilities. Not every company can be like your company. Not every country can

function like company does in your country and in order to get everyone on

board to all that change we need to have benchmarks and those benchmarks can't

just be financial they need to be none financial as

well. Means to involve training, it means to involve competencies, it means to involve

recruiting and all of these things need to go into a timeline and you need to

stick to that timeline and in order to do that you need to be a leader.

Because it's leadership, not process that moves things forward. We're not talking

about machines here we're talking about people and they react to other people

and I think if one involves these things, change will be good for everybody.

Thanks

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The 3rd Attempt - Concept Video Part 2 - Duration: 6:52.

Only he who has met death by his own hand could understand

the weight which such an experience bestows on a human soul.

Only he who fails and survives and reflects about the event

can have a clear and real vision of the full spectrum of human emotion,

of human reality.

Regardless of your insignifficant opinion,

the truth is that we live in a system that mankind has created for itself,

and within it a child might prefer to take its own life with a knife

rather than face the rest of its own existence…

I talk from beyond, as one who wears the deep scar,

as one of many who have seen the edge of a broken life,

a distorted mind..

As one of many whose eyes were opened, by tearing off the eyelids

As someone who knows what is to go through life more dead than alive.

Alive more by chance than by your own will, I talk to you

with the voice of the fallen one.

There are paths that no one should ever walk,

Images that an eye should never see,

words that should never be heard

and experiences that never should be lived.

But let's face it it doesn't work that way, it never has

But that's how it must be,

and how it will always be.

Striving to be oneself against the herd?

How easy it is to fill up one's mouth with pus and vomit against the status quo

and fill one's mind with the illusion of being dissociated from it, right?.

And yet, without realizing it,

you are wholly a part of the body of this earth Parasite.

Now, those who caught a glimpse of the light encountered the hideous truth,

you hate the parasite as much as you need it for your own survival…

What's it going to be?

Your survival and wellbeing? Or your moral integrity?

Choose wisely because both can never coexist…

YOU MUST SURVIVE, and you will, but this system will stake you

and tear your wellbeing apart.

It will torture you and ultimately spit you out if you don't play the system game,

and trust me, the system will always win.

You must blend in, you must prostitute your values,

it's up to you to decide, how much and how many though, but it must happen.

You must learn hypocrisy, you must learn to fake emotions,

you must resign your freedom and pretend not to dream, pretend not to disapprove,

pretend to enjoy, pretend not to mind.

Be someone easy to approve of and keep your true self hidden

alive and protected in the darkness that lies behind your ribcage....

And you might make it.

I open my eyes and I see chaos,

I close them just to find more chaos,

but now is amorphous, darker and hyper-dimensional.

there is entropy of such a magnitude that I can only describe it with nature in its darkest form.

Are those images, translated by my constant inner chaos, the essence of what and who I am?

If so, why does my essence torments me?

How can I feel trapped in the hostile dark and infinite world inside my mind ?

It's so dark that I don't dream, so violent that it hurts…

and yet, this is my world,it's all I've got, this is me, this is me inside,

a storm of blood and razors blasting in a naked mountain under the thin moonlight.

Yes, horror and distress.

Might this nature, this black fire contained within my skull

be the seed of my compulsion to challenge the establishment?

Are those streams of inferno roaring and blasting so hard that I can't stop myself from

attacking all I find deplorable around me?

That's why I need to scream?!

Well who cares really?

My Inner world's Armageddon is coming very fucking soon ain't it?...

How can this be?

From all the possibilities of existence, everything that this earth could have been,

at the moment of birth everything was possible,

but we were born in… this…

A spot in the middle of a universe so vast and massive that we cannot begin to comprehend it.

As an individual of a life form aware of its own existence,

and also corrupted by its own Ego.

Violence, depravity, religion, fanaticism, unconsciousness, hatred, darkness.

WHY?

Everything was possible, so why … this?

Is this lack of humanity in humanity itself what stops me from looking anywhere but down,

is it what shatters my concept of hope and fulfillment,

is it what haunts me,

like a broken glass inside my aorta, it hurts with every single heartbeat.

The imbalance is too big for me to cope with…

Just take all you want from what I am, take it all, I don't need it,

my blood and flesh is irrelevant,

Just give me peace of mind.

Just give me nothingness,

void,

black…

Just give me…

Silence