Waching daily Aug 26 2017

I always used to think that why am not a boy ??

Then I would also had a girl friend ..

Neither I am able to go this side nor the other side .

Above all, the most important thing is

to even utter the word lesbian

In our place

it's basically against the society

When I was in class 9

my parents used to spend most of the time

with my sister and I became lonely .

Exactly then

someone came to my life

from siliguri ,she was cousin  .

Gradually a friendship developed between us .

generally she got to know a lot about me

and may be for the sake of sympathy

she showed some love

or say gave me the permission to touch her .

That time, physically or emotionally

Anita was everything to me.

Whatever she said was right to me .

And for her I could do anything possible on earth .

But even after all of these

the relationship did not last

I was 18 or 19 then

and she was like 22 or 23 .

She came for studying .

then a distance between us created

Then one day she told me

that she is getting married

and I have to forget her

I did

I had to

But for quite a long period of time

I was not able to forget her .

I became addicted slightly .

used to drink alcohol

I even started to hide my identity .

I used to fool myself.

I used to pretend that I am a straight

And I like boys, not only that

I went to a hotel to spend a whole night

with one of the guy friends of my ex

But spent all the night in bathroom and cried  .

In the morning I just left

the only thing I asked myself that

why I came here for what reason  ??

I was abused from one of my neighbor .

He was like 70-75 years old then .

we used to call him chocolate uncle .

And he got chance to touch me

And when my mom got to know about that

Mom said that you did a big sin

Immediately I need to pray to God .

Initially I was not agreed

then I was tortured like a hell

And out of fear I agreed

then my mom dragged me to the temple .

and stripped me in front of everyone

people were looking at me surprisingly

I took my clothes ,wore and left.

Somehow I still feel that

on the day I bow downed my head

to the whole society

even today I am not able to look up

When I was in class 6 .

I fell in love with a senior

I wrote her one day but somehow

the whole class got to know about that

even our head mistress got to know about that

Headmistress asked me that

"do you love her that ??"

I said yes .

Other teachers were saying that

"she is ill that why she is talking rubbish "

I didn't understand those meanings

why I was ill ??

They asked my dad to consult with psychiatrist

I didn't go because psychiatrist met for mad people.

even I used to think like that

There was some seniors in my school

they used to bully me all the time

" you are a boy why you are studying here "

"wear shirt pant instead of skirt"

The feeling was kind of suffocating inside .

on the day of platinum jubilee of our school

in front of everyone they declared that

I am a lesbian and

what I have done so far ..

And at this age if I am like that

then god knows what she would be in future ...

But don't know why?still now am not able to have sex...

ultimately ..

Don't even able to be in a relationship

And that day in front of everyone x students ,

teachers , guardians in front of everyone

they bullied me and make fun of me

and pushed me to think that lesbian is a joke

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Family release video of moment biker died pulling wheelie in important safety message - Duration: 1:27.

Family release video of moment biker died pulling wheelie in important safety message

The family of a motorcyclist who died after pulling a wheelie and crashing have released dramatic video footage of the accident to highlight the dangers of careless riding.

The footage shows the 50-year-old, carrying out the stunt when he lost control and fell into the path of an oncoming van near to Goodwood, Chichester, West Sussex, on August 7 last year.

Surrey and Sussex Roads Police Unit are hoping the video, issued as part of the National Police Chiefs Council National Motorcycle Week of Action, will prevent further deaths.

West Midlands police have made a series of warnings over riders pulling stunts on the regions roads. There have been a string of incidents of people on scrambler bikes rampaging around the area - doing wheelies and intimidating other drivers.

Police hope this video will make them think twice. Sergeant Phil Badman said: This was a tragic incident and some viewers may find this footage distressing, however it has been released with the full support of the victims family.

It is intended to show what can happen when you are not fully in control of your bike. Motorbikes are powerful machines and they should be treated as such; failing to do so can lead to devastating consequences.

Sgt Badman said the rider had several years experience and added: The victim was an experienced rider who had enjoyed numerous outings with fellow bikers prior to this incident.

He and his friends were all wearing the appropriate clothing and safety equipment, and no one anticipated that this ride would be his last. It was undoubtedly a hugely traumatic experience for all parties involved, and our thoughts remain with them.

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PFI 4361 Welcome Video - Duration: 4:32.

Hello everyone!

Welcome to the Personal Finance Course 4361 entitled Personal Finance: Advanced Topics

and Case Studies.

My name is Heather Sweat.

I will be your instructor this semester.

First, let me give you all a brief introduction of myself.

I was born and raised in Dallas, Texas.

I served in the United States Army for 5 years.

During my time in the military, I received my Associate in Arts degree majoring in Business

Administration from University of the Incarnate Word, which is located in San Antonio, Texas.

After leaving the military, I completed my Bachelors of Science in Business Administration

with a minor in management also from University of the Incarnate Word.

I graduated in December 2016 with my Master's degree in Personal Financial Planning here

at Texas Tech University.

I am currently here at Texas Tech working toward the attainment of a Ph.D. in Personal

Financial Planning.

I realize that you all have taken several different Personal Finances courses already,

but I want to go through a few course mechanics just to be sure that you are able to locate

all of the necessary information to successfully complete this final PFI course!

If you have any general questions, please post them in the online classroom.

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I'm glad that you've made it this far in watching my welcome video.

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complete this course.

Once again welcome to Personal Finance 4361 Personal Finance: Advanced Topics and Case

Studies.

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