Thứ Sáu, 23 tháng 11, 2018

Waching daily Nov 24 2018

Gave you my attention every single day.

Got you carnations cuz it's yo favorite babe.

Squeezed and Hugged you til you counted sheep

Memorized everything you freaking loved Memories imbedded in my veins blood, blood,

Now I'm scrolling thru your feed on IG, on FB

Making sure no one has potential to make a move

But still I'm asking myself how something so beautiful can be so hurtful

Hurtful 3x Hurtful, hurtful

Hurtful to my brain, Hurtful to my sanity, You didn't love me, I was just

Temporary, You didn't love me, only when I walked away from you.

She went on a boat cruise in Brazil Her plans were just just to chill

Until i asked her about it, until I asked

"umm I don't know how to tell you this but uhhhhh"

She said " I made out with 3 other guys" I couldn't believe these lies, that you had

been telling me Oh no, I knew I should've left ya when I had the chance

To keep you as a friend than an enemy

Damn.

Hurtful, hurtful

Hurtful to my brain, Hurtful to my sanity, You didn't love me

I was just

Temporary, You didn't love me, only when I walked away from you.

that's true

Now it's the last day before we depart Im feeling I should give you a 5th chance

to restart, restart, restart Not because you'll change but because I would

hate to miss you and all the nicknames, that I would have to forget, forget, forget

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Video Games Helped Me Accept I'm Gay | Slice of Ace - Duration: 8:34.

Hello, and welcome to Slice of Ace!

Video games are a unique form of media because the experience of the player

will be different every time you play a video game. Did Mario jump over that

first Goomba? Did he defeat him? Or did he fail at the first obstacle? These are

simple gameplay differences, but as the medium progressed, developers started to

build these choices into the games themselves. Narrative decisions to change

the story and the world of the game became integral to the experience. There

are a few large developers in particular who emphasise storytelling in their

games. The ones that come to mind offhand are Telltale, Bioware, and Quantic Dream.

I'm going to focus on one of these for this video, and that is Bioware. In their

games, often times you create a character at start of the game and then throughout

the game you make choices which will influence what happens within the world.

These choices can be mundane from simple dialogue options to things on a more

grandiose scale such as choosing which race of aliens to save over the other.

The majority of these choices come in dialogue.

Here's an example from Detroit: Become Human. A choice will pop up on the screen and the players choice

will affect what the character - Connor - says.

Connor: I'm not going to hurt you! I just wanna talk and find a solution

One thing Bioware in particular is known for

is romance. In their games, you often have the decision for your character to

become romantically involved with someone else

these romances are optional and for the most part don't affect what's going

to happen in the overarching story, and is more just a form of character development.

When I was younger, I used to view these romance options as sort of a

bonus. I wasn't really interested in the romance aspect of it, I just liked the

character and wanted to see more of them. But as I got older, I started to dismiss

these romance options altogether. In the Mass Effect series for example, your main

character is Commander Shepard. My Shepard completely ignored the advances

of everyone around him. He was happy being single while he was saving the

universe. And similarly with the first two Dragon Age games, my characters weren't

romantically involved with anyone. However, a bit after completing Dragon Age for

the first time I decided to replay it. The second playthrough, I played as a female

human mage. There's a character in that game called Alistair

Alistair: Allow me to introduce myself: I'm Alistair, the new Grey Warden, though I guess you knew that...

Because I was a girl this time, the romance options popped up, and I thought

"Yeah, let's do this! Let's romance Alistair!" So I did, and I was a bit confused

because I liked learning more about the character and seeing the character

develop and seeing my character being romantically involved with him.

Alistair: Um, that sounded better in my head.

But I didn't really think much of it

past me liking the character.

Alistair: Now come and have some pie. I promise you'll feel better!

Then, Mass Effect 3 happened. There's a character in the Mass Effect

series called Kaidan Alenko.

Kaidan: Shepard

Shepard: Kaidan

And I was playing the game

I was going around the galaxy, saving people, hunting things ;-)

And then Kaidan said he wanted to talk. So we went to a café, and then this happened

Kaidan: It's just you plan a career, you focus, and then suddenly the world's ending and

it's too late to uh... to find someone. Shepard: Someone?

Kaidan: We've been friends a long time Shepard

Have you ever known me to be with anyone? But I guess I'm just

choosy or patient or I don't know. Maybe what I've never found, and what I want is something

deeper with someone that I already care about. That's what I want. What do you want?

And when this happened, I was what I can only describe as conflicted

This was something that I was very unfamiliar with growing up in a

conservative area. In my heart, it felt right, but in my mind I was told that it

should be wrong. But as fate would have it, one of my family members came in and

I, panic-stricken, chose no-I-don't-want-you/just-be-friends (option)

But, as I've done so many times in my youth, I ignored it

The next anecdote I have for you is Dragon Age Inquisition. This is the third

game in the Dragon Age series, unsurprisingly. Before Dragon Age

Inquisition was released there was a lot of publicity around a party member in

the game called Dorian

Dorian: Good! You're finally here! Now help me close this, would you?

Dorian, I believe, was the first openly gay and exclusively gay character in a AAA RPG

Dorian: I prefer the company of men. My father disapproves.

Me [sic], being closeted to myself,

did the romance Dorian when I played

through Inquisition but "Only because my character wanted to". I was very quick to

deny to myself and to others that I was romancing Dorian because I wanted

to, and there was this internal conflict where I knew I was gay but I was

trying so hard to deny it, to forget about it. I think those experiences in

video games were so valuable to me, because it helped me understand a part

of myself that was very unfamiliar. If I hadn't explored my sexuality through the

eyes of my characters, maybe it would have taken me a lot longer to realise

and to understand my sexuality. Video games are important for a lot of

young people, and seeing their sexuality, or their gender identity, or their race

represented in a positive way in media is going to help them accept themselves

and be happy about themselves, and that can only be a good thing. And that is the

end of my story. If you enjoyed the video, then please leave a like, and also

consider subscribing. I post videos every Saturday, so if you want to see more

then do hit the subscribe button if you so please. If there is something in

particular you want to see out of this channel then

comment below. I know this was a bit off-kilter because I'm used to doing

videos about asexuality. Don't worry that is not going away!

This channel will always for its whole life be about asexuality. I just like to

branch off into some other topics sometimes. Thank you for watching and

have a wonderful day!

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