Waching daily Aug 25 2018

So before I show you guys this vlog footage -- I was watching it back and

wanted to give just like an intro so that it makes sense. This little rant

vlog that I'm gonna show you guys was filmed the morning after a really bad

weekend. One of those weekend's where it just finally hit me... where my life has

ended up. I want to stress that the revelations that I'm having are not

defeatist; they're not negative towards myself. They are real observations.

I've been told this is a problem. This is not me just getting upset at myself. I

have been told by a lot of concerned family members that the way I'm living

isn't right. I want to be really open about that and just share my struggle.

Thanks for watching guys.

Dear God, I look so exhausted. So Tired.

Today -- what is today? It's Monday. I have this Monday off. I have the rest of the

week off till Thursday. I start fall semester soon and I I've been doing a

lot of thinking lately. I've been doing a lot of thinking about my life and where

I'm at and I'm not satisfied. I'm not happy with where I'm at. It's mostly

because I'm lonely. I've been pretty socially isolated by choice over the

last like two or three years. I did better when I had roommates just because

there was like that socialization by default. But over the last year it's been

particularly bad. I have been working to build my business. I've been working to

build an at-home job -- something that I can sustain, that will make me money and

I've also been doing college online for over three years. So sort of by my own

choices... and not paying attention to how easy it

would be to get stuck in a rut. Even though I wanted those things. Even

though I wanted at-home work and I wanted to do college from home. Doing the online

thing has its downsides. I'm at a point right now where I'm only 26 but I

have no one but family. I don't have anyone in my life that isn't obligated

to support me, that supports me. Obviously online and on YouTube and Instagram, yeah.

I do I have a lot of people that support me and I don't think anyone will ever

know how grateful I am for the people that do message me and talk to me. But in

person I'm pretty lonely pretty -- isolated. I think that's really common. I'm

trying to see it that way. That it's common for really driven, creative people

-- especially like, if your schedule is at-home like it is for me. So I have

just slipped on making the effort to go out and to try to meet people. A lot

of the people I have met online or that support me online I would be more than

willing to hang out or meet with but I'm I'm an Oregon. I'm in the corner

of the nation. I just want to be open about it. I just want to talk about it. I

want to be real about it. I want people to know that I'm 26 years old and I have

these things in my life that are bringing me a lot of happiness and

success and pushing my life forward but there's this major epic sector of my

life that is lacking. It's totally on me. I made the choice to stay home. I made

the choice to not get involved when we move to a new city at the beginning of

the year. It's not too late to do those things but it's had consequences. I

just feel like I -- I've just become this person that doesn't have a lot of social

skill now. And gets really anxious when it's not in

front of a camera... when I actually have to be vulnerable in front of people. So

I'm really grappling with that. I knew not having a campus was gonna be

hard. I knew that going it alone for college was gonna be really hard. I

just haven't done anything about it up until now. I just haven't made the effort

to to get out of my own head and to try and make friends. I

guess it just sucks because it's like I felt for a long time -- like since high

school, that people are good. Like, they have their friends circles.

They have their friends that they've had since they were little and that's the

way it goes. You have these good friends that you had the window of time to make

that were like childhood friends and I failed. I feel like I've missed my

opportunity to like have a really good friendship with somebody. It only

gets harder the older you get and I'm already having a hard time. I'm just

sort of panicking that I've socially isolated myself for so long... I don't... I

don't know if I'm even gonna be like, able to do this. But I have to. I'm so

depressed. I'm so depressed. Not having people sucks. And I -- I do. Like I said, I

have family but I can't keep putting the entire burden of me on just my family. I

have no other social support and that's really unhealthy. I'm talking about

it because I'm gonna -- I'm gonna document getting out of this. I'm gonna document

changing my life in this area. And how I did it because this sucks. I have no

idea how it's going to turn out. It could be three more years before I even have

one person to call a friend. That's okay. I just need to start. So I'm

just going to show you guys what happens. I'm gonna figure this out. For those

of you that have reached out to me and supported me via the internet and online --

Thank you. I really can't thank you enough. I am good with the online

friendships. I'm good with online relationships, but I need to start doing

some real life stuff. I mean, I think it's partially why I started a YouTube

channel -- let's be real. Even in my like second vlog I'm pretty

sure I said that like, I don't have a lot of friends. Starting this channel was a

way for me to feel like I was connecting with people. In some ways it has

worked but, you know, Instagram followers are not going to show up to my funeral.

YouTube subscribers are not gonna show up when I die. I'm starting to get

that whole -- that's the question I've been asking myself. Like, who is gonna

show up at my funeral? It's not in like a depressed way -- let me stress that.

It's -- no, it's like, a philosophical question. It's like, who would be affected

by this? When I look at my life it's like I've only impacted an immediate

circle. I've only impacted my family. There's so much more that I can do and

I'm just having like all of these revelations about my behavior and the

choices I made. I obviously don't regret any of my at- home stuff but I

need to start going about it a different way. I can't spend every day in the house.

I can't spend every day completely alone. Mike comes home from work obviously but

I can't do this to myself anymore. So I'm gonna -- I'm gonna document it and figure

out what I'm gonna do and how I'm gonna get through this...

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Movies based off video games historically have always sucked.

While there may be a few exceptions to the rule, usually, video game movies walk the

line between being box office bombs or a critic's worst nightmare.

While there's a whole lot that could be unboxed about why these cinematic adaptations

tend to flounder, today, we're looking at the future in a more positive light, and listing

off the top 10 video games that need to be turned into movies.

Obviously, hoping that these movies avoid falling into that whole 'sucking' pattern.

Don't have hope for Sonic friends, Jim Carrey can't save everything.

10 Uncharted Recently, a fan made Uncharted film hit the

interwebs, and became a viral hit.

We say fan lightly, because the person who made it, and played Nathan Drake, was none

other than Nathan Fillion.

He's been a dream-casting choice for many fans of Uncharted, so it was pretty darn neat

to see that come alive.

While there has been talk for over a decade about an official Uncharted film, it was announced

last year that director Shawn Levy was attached to the project and Tom Holland is reportedly

being attached to play Drake.

But things still seem like they're moving quite slow, despite Levy's promise that

the script is in good form and scheduling and additional casting are the next steps.

9 Outlast Both Outlast and Outlast 2 would make horrifically

scary movies.

Specifically the second, which has a significantly larger amount of character development than

the first.

Regardless of which title you prefer more, both Outlast games exist in settings that

are the stuff of nightmare fuel, and have enough twists and turns to keep movie goers

preoccupied with what unpredictable horror may show up next.

Hey, it'd even make a good candidate for a POV movie, although those don't tend to

have the best response from critics either.

8 Pokemon Okay, sure, there's a bunch of Pokemon animated

films that have been produced over the years, often with a lot of success.

But for over a decade now, fans of the series have always wanted to see (or dreaded the

idea of) a live action feature film.

And it makes sense why there are so many opposing opinions on this.

It could be utterly disastrous.

The CG could go wrong in so many ways.

And it would be really difficult to avoid campy or cringe territory, given the light

hearted nature that the series has always boasted.

How would they approach making the Pokemon, too?

Go for animated versions 7 The Legend of Zelda

Okay, there's a lot to unpack here with this suggestion.

Especially since Link is historically a protagonist with not much personality; rather, he's

a protagonist that players can easily project themselves onto.

And it's clearly effective.

The franchise is one of Nintendo's most beloved all across the globe, and its titles

continue to impress with how rich their worlds are.

There's also a few games that would make fantastic candidates for films, particularly

Ocarina of Time or Majora's Mask, although the latter would be one hell of a heavy film

to watch.

6 God of War God of War's most recent installment shook

up the series, in a very positive way.

Now focusing more on Kratos' development as a character and his relationship with a

new character, his young son Atreus, the game explored new territory that the God of War

franchise has never ventured into before.

Many critics feel like it's the best title of 2018 to date.

It only further fuels the fire as to why a God of War series or film should be made;

it's no longer just about hacking and slashing and getting revenge.

It's about so much more.

And, in that isn't convincing enough, the world of God of War has always been entertaining

and immersive, rich in the Greek mythology it based itself of off, and now, its expanded

into Norse mythology, meaning there's a whole lot to work with.

5 The Last of Us The Last of Us deserves a spot on this list,

but at the same time, it really doesn't.

The story telling in Naughty Dog's titanic size hit is already so beautifully done that

it would almost feel criminal trying to adapt Joel and Ellie's story to the big (or small)

screen without losing something.

The Last of Us is very much an example of video games as a form of artistic storytelling.

That being said, if done correctly, a cinematic adaptation could be something equally as brilliant.

The game is already filled with fantastic characters, a WHOLE lot of conflict, and moments

that are basically emotional rollercoaster rides.

A talented filmmaker could bring it to life with ease.

But a studio looking to make some serious bank off of it could possibly do more damage

than it's worth.

4 The Witcher That would be brilliant, right?

Well, it's already happening, thanks to Netflix.

While not much information has been released about it yet, we do know a handful of things.

It was initially supposed to be a feature film, but because of how 'robust' the

stories are, the producers behind it felt that it would fit better as a tv series.

We know the synopsis is "The witcher, Geralt, a mutated monster hunter, struggles to find

his place in a world where people often prove more wicked than beasts."

We know that Lauren S Hissrich, who has written for Daredevil, The Defenders and The West

Wing, is writing the pilot and will be acting as showrunner.

She also tweeted out this, "I think the only two things Ive ever, ever confirmed are

1) Geralt will be a man.

2) The show won't be watered down."

There also is a Witcher film that currently exists, made back in 2001 in Poland called

The Hexer, but it's fairly unknown.

3 LA Noire Rockstar's LA Noire was pretty ground breaking

when it came out.

Looking back at it now, you can easily see its flaws, but it still gets a big thumbs

up for effort.

It's a game that if it were to be released nowadays, would be absolutely mind blowing

with what developers are capable of doing thanks to current technology.

That being said, one of the reasons why La Noire is such a beloved game is because of

how fascinating its story is, and the way it integrated real life crimes into its narrative.

You play as Cole Phelps, a decorated veteran after WW2, who returns to the US and becomes

a patrol officer in the LAPD.

He eventually is promoted to a detective, and you work your way through the different

crime units until he begins to unravel a scandal, and thus is manipulated into being demoted

and becoming a big of a disgraced detective.

The plot only thickens from there, with the story having the potential to contain enough

subtleties that would read much better in a live action adaptation.

2 Mass Effect Mass Effect has all the makings of a science

fiction trilogy epic.

The first three games follow the story of a soldier named Commander Sheppard, who you

can choose to play as either a male or a female.

Shep's mission is to save the galaxy from a race called the Reapers, who are powerful

mechanical beings, who tens of thousands of years before exterminated all sentient life

in the galaxy as part of their reoccurring cycle of genocide.

So yeah, definitely has the right stuff there.

While some believe that it would work well as a trilogy of three feature films, others

see it better as a series.

Plus, while Mass Effect Andromeda may have gotten some mixed reviews, it does open up

a whole lot of potential for story continuation within that same universe.

1 Kentucky Route Zero Kentucky Route Zero is the stuff of Oscar

bait.

You play as a truck driver named Conway in this stunning point and click game; he's

on his last delivery before the shop he works for is officially out of business.

It's been described as a southern gothic ghost story with some David Lynch magical

realism.

Praised for its writing, diverse cast of characters and mysterious tone, the game has five acts

in which you make your way down a secret highway called the Zero in the caves beneath Kentucky.

It all starts with Conway asking for directions at a place called Equus Oils, and unravels

from there.

Critics have called it powerfully evocative and a beautiful subversion of the point and

click route.

There we have it!

Which of these games on our list do you think would make a stellar film?

And what other games do you think we should've included, and why?

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