Waching daily Feb 20 2017

Normally Joaquin Phoenix and Rooney Mara are pretty private celebrities, but in the few

pictures we have of them, there's no denying their affection for one another.

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And now the New York Post's Page Six is reporting that it's serious.

According to Page Six, "They are madly in love…

His friends are like, 'Forget it, it is on.'"

Apparently the 42-year-old met the 31-year-old while starring together in the upcoming film,

Mary Magdalene, where Rooney plays the biblical lead and Joaquin plays Jesus.

Page Six also reports that they have vacationed at a desert spa together during the Golden

Globes, and as we've already seen, they even go grocery shopping together!

Rooney and Joaquin aren't the most social of celebrities when they're in front of

our cameras, but apparently they've connected on that level.

Joaquin has actually found his Her in real life.

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EARTHING GROUNDING in NATURE :: 2 Awesome Sessions of Grounding Earthing !!! - Duration: 8:53.

this is another grounding video earthing video

I'm on my in my grounding spot and

it's it's absolutely perfect like as far

as the conditions for grounding it's

absolutely perfect because the grass is

Adam it's from the rain or it's the do

or the grass got irrigated but it

absolutely its moist and very moist

actually just dripping with water and

moisture you know during summer I have

to bring my own water to the to the

places that I ground like poor it and

Amina moisten the grass and you know

doing somebody gets really hot in LA so

the grass and the ground can get really

dry and on the right now it's winter and

so at this very moment it's just very

moist very moist so you know what I find

interesting is that when they're you

know when I ground after rain after it

rains or when I ground when it's there's

a lot of moisture on the grass in a 10

minutes of of grounding on a moist moist

and classes for me it feels like i have

i get the same effect as if as if i were

to ground on the dry grass you know not

as or not as moist moist grass so it's

interesting how water i believe enhances

my everything session that frame i make

sure that the grass is soft moist

and so it's a it's a sunday morning here

in Los Angeles it's absolutely beautiful

there are people playing baseball

some people are jogging people are

playing basketball

it's very quiet which is very rare for

LA I mean to find this silence body in

la almost impossible almost I mean

there's so much noise in this city like

freeway the cars smart talking to people

to walking the drill

there's a lot of noise a lot of noise so

if somebody sensitive there you have a

sensitive hearing

la is probably not the place for them so

hopefully in the future i'll be moving

out of LA to a quieter place but that's

how we're going to happen in the future

so anyhow I hope that you have a

wonderful day or night or whatever you

doing whatever you wherever you are at

this moment in that way it's a beautiful

day the sun is out it's clear skies

clear blue skies yesterday it felt like

it was almost summer in LA

you know in la the weather is very crazy

so you just never know like one day to

enter one date someone date winter the

seasons change day by day

not even by month by month so you never

know what you're gonna get in LA I mean

you're gonna get sun and hard and warmth

but sometimes just for instance this

year and last year I felt like

transition from summer to winter

happened within a few weeks you know

it's like I remember one day was like

hundred degrees and then a few weeks

later and I was like september-october

he was you know hundred degrees outside

and then we're like sweating was really

difficult to deal with that and then a

few weeks later we went into a freezing

cold where I just had to wear heads

inside the house so the transition

isn't there you know it's not it's not a

gradual transition from season to season

you just never never know i think a lot

of people in la have a lot of different

clothes in their car because we lay

people spend a lot of time in their car

but that's why they have a lot of

different clothing in their car cuz they

never know when the weather is going to

change it might be sunny and a few

minutes 15 minutes later it's raining so

people need umbrellas in their car

jackets codes like that stuff so the

grass is again absolutely perfection for

our thing

however what's funny is in my other

video I said that there's a sign here

that the be careful of snakes and I was

thinking since it's winter time and it's

kind of cold i was saying that the

snakes wouldn't be out

however I just saw a snake right over

there

I'm gonna try to so now i have to be

worried a little bit

it wasn't a big snake it was just it was

almost like a long lizard-like it was

one of the thin steaks small smaller

ones

however I do have to watch my bag i

guess from now on but it was just out

here i wonder if they're poisonous or

not

maybe it's sami it came out to check up

then went back but I mean it's februari

so I wouldn't think that the snakes

would be out although the past few days

have been kind of hard so I aren't they

supposed to be like hibernating at this

time but the weather has been so crazy

that what is interesting is that some

trees have started to bloom and and I

think the weather in LA I like i said in

my video it's so crazy that I think

trees are completely confused

they're like when the spring one is

following his summer and i know that i

know there are trees that are always

green and so it seems like to me that

depending on the on the type of a tree

in some cheese like like there's a tree

here that leaves have turned brown and

there's a tree that all still green

so it's like the to the the nature is so

interesting here because some trees are

you know how yellow tree leaves some of

them are brown leaves some of them have

green

and the weather in la changes from day

to day so I think the trees are

completely confused as to what's going

on because i have seen some trees in

bloom and I don't think we're not in

spring yet so what you can do but yet

another grounding video and that they're

beautiful day it's not a lot of people

you today because it's not a weekend i

guess the snakes are here which is not

that happy about that I have to watch my

bag sea butterfly she is the butterfly

wow I think they're called the monarch I

think if i'm not mistaken those those

are the monarch butterflies the ones

that are orange

anyways I hope you enjoy your day your

night wherever you are whatever you

doing

I hope they enjoy just wanted to make

another video

connecting to earth connecting to the

grass back-to-nature back to real life

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Mostly Searched Adult Entertainers - Top 20 Most Searched Female Adult Entertainers Of All Time - Duration: 4:16.

Mostly Searched Adult Entertainers

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Chrissy Metz Comes to Lady Gaga's Defense Over Body-Shaming | Splash News TV - Duration: 1:02.

Chrissy Metz is not going to let a group of body-shamers try to take down Lady Gaga.

The 36-year-old actress spoke on SiriusXM's show, Just Jenny, and discussed the recent

situation where Lady Gaga was criticized for appearing chubby during her performance at

the Super Bowl.

Chrissy tells the radio show, "That made me bonkers, bananas crazy.

How is someone fat if they're not fat?

I wanna see somebody else get on that damn stage and do what the hell she did."

Truth be told, most viewers have unanimously praised Lady Gaga's performance, and it

was just a select few who decided to attempt to critique Gaga's body.

Mostly, everyone was impressed, and mostly paid attention to Gaga's impressive voice

during the show.

That said, we're sure plenty of people will pay attention to and agree with Chrissy's

voice on this issue as well.

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Alligators In My Pool with Alex Wasabi! - Duration: 13:05.

Thank You For Watching!

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Jade Cocoon Nostalgic Review - Duration: 6:42.

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Complacency = Stock Market Crash (and soon!) - Duration: 4:34.

I believe 9 out of 10 investors are about to get crushed... and this will mean massive

profits for you... if you prepare properly.

A few days ago, I issued a very special message, and I'm going to read the most important part

to you right now.

Check it out!

Hey guys,

Some of you watching might be waiting for the other shoe to drop - you assume I'm selling

something, or am promoting some commodity, or a book, or whatever - I am not selling

you anything, and I'm not asking you to do anything.

Here is what I wrote after several months of late-night research and analysis to subscribers

of PeterLeeds.com.

I will skip almost all of it, but I will read the most important part right now:

Typically, when "stock market complacency" sets in, the following months experience a

stock market correction.

That complacency can be measured by watching the Fear Index (also called the Volatility

Index), which is represented by the trading symbol, VIX.

The VIX is as low, or lower than, it has been in the last decade.

With complacency we can experience a serious correction, because no one is preparing for

the down side.

What I went on to explain, is that the historically low Fear Index value is a major warning sign.

When levels of complacency are this high, it is often followed by a drop in stocks.

When investors are this complacent, it means they have been ignoring any downside risks

in the markets.

This is kind of like driving with your eyes closed, because you don't want to see the

accident...

In that message, I also went on to explain what the Q Ratio is telling investors, as

well as clues from trends in the Velocity of Money, the reasons the upcoming debt ceiling

showdown will be a joke, and what is happening to real estate demand.

I believe that there has been such an array of serious and significant risks to

stocks, on a backdrop of such absolutely high complacency.

We have never seen anything like this.

Keep an eye on the VIX to get an idea of the level of complacency among investors.

The lower the VIX, the greater the complacency.

The greater the complacency, the more likely AND the more serious the subsequent stock

market correction.

Keep in mind that we are wrong plenty of the time, and we hope that this is one of those

times.

But, if we are right, you need to be prepared.

There are some massive opportunities setting up right now in spite of, and in some cases

because of, all the market risks coming together.

More millionaires were made during the Great Depression than any other time in history.

This could be another one of those times.

Let everyone else get blindsided, or run scared, or be clueless, while you profit from this

once-in-a-lifetime situation.

Now, this message is not good business for my company.

My team and I make our living discussing the stock market, so we typically do best when

we are optimistic about the stock market.

But I'm sorry, I can't ignore what I am seeing.

That is what I meant when I said, "I would rather go broke than keep my analysis and

beliefs to myself, when I see how things are lining up, and playing out."

These ridiculous levels of complacency are just one of many factors I've been watching

build up for years, and now it is all coming together at once.

The Titanic took on a lot of water before anybody knew they were sinking.

Well, we are all on the Titanic right now, and everybody around you is still getting

dressed for dinner and dancing.

In my special alert, I explained all the trading decisions I have personally been making, after

taking all these events into consideration.

There are very specific ways you can preserve wealth, while bringing in some nice profits.

There is no metaphorical blood in the streets just yet, but there will be.

And as the old adage says, When there is blood in the streets, there are fortunes to be made.

Your focus right now in my opinion, should be on sidestepping risks, preserving wealth,

and choosing those investments which will soar due to the coming stock market volatility.

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The Future Rework of SEJUANI - League of Legends - Duration: 11:17.

What's up guys it's me Jeremy!

So Riot confirmed that tanks are the very next class update, and we know for a fact

that the tank update will be launching during the mid season, but we haven't had much

specific information about the direction they are going with each of the tanks they decided

to cover.

That's now changed, with Riot Solcrushed sharing some information about Sejuani that

has given us a really good idea of what we can expect to change with her in the upcoming

tank update.

So sit back and relax, as we talk the current issues with tanks, how they tie in with Sejuani

and what the future rework is going to look like!

And if you enjoy the video definitely hit that like button because if this video hits,

let's say <X> ratings, then I'm gonna <x>.

We'll go over the core focus of the tank update pretty quickly because we should definitely

touch on it since it explains what's going on with Sejuani.

So Riot have locked down three main goals for the tanks, although they aren't the

same for EVERY tank, it's a good generalization.

First up, they want to give tanks more skill expression, which essentially means they should

have more interesting mechanical decisions to make, and there should be more opportunities

to counter those things for players on the enemy team.

This also means increasing the skill ceiling on tanks, because right now once you have

the basics down, you're pretty much at the limit when it comes to improving with a tank

champion.

Giving them new mechanics should reward players that keep dedicating time to learning them,

so you can actually feel like you're mastering that champion.

The next point to hit on is that tanks are dealing too much reliable damage to a fight.

We've seen this in the form of the tank meta, where the huge base damage of tanks

meant they could deal huge damage while building pure tank items, making them super hard to

deal with.

Tanks are supposed to be picked for their defensive and crowd control abilities, so

it's safe to assume tanks are going to lose out on the damage they used to have, but they

will also be set apart from their offensive counterparts and actually start behaving like

actual TANKS.

The last thing is uniqueness - you probably guessed this one because it's been a huge

part of every rework so far.

Vanguards are the initiating tanks of League of Legends, and right now they are all really

similar.

They jump into a fight, CC people with an AoE ability, and then wander around trying

to be useful for the rest of the fight.

It's likely that this is going to change, although it's likely that their non-initiating

abilities will be the focal point for these changes.

Okay, so with that out of the way let's focus on Sejuani's issues in particular,

and what Riot could do to address them.

It's not exactly a case of 'potential of archetype' for Sejuani, but she definitely

has an insanely cool thematic fantasy.

Her background is that of a barbarian warchief, and she rides a boar.

That's actually pretty damn cool, but only one of her abilities does anything that interacts

with her mount, and nothing to do with her gameplay reflects the fact that she's a

tribe leader - she should be boosting the morale of her army, not trying to do everything

solo.

The fixes for this issue are actually pretty simple, because it's just a case of giving

her new abilities that tie into her theme a bit more.

That means she's likely to get even more mobile and ready to rush into a fight thanks

to her trusty boar, and Riot confirmed that there will be moments where Sejuani feels

like she is leading and inspiring her allies.

There's a few cool ways to do this, for example Riot could implement something like

the old Captain Boots enchantment on her Q, so that after Sejuani charges forwards, her

team gains something like bonus movement speed buff if they follow her into the fight.

This would also give teams with Sejuani extra value when she's correctly used to initiate

a teamfight, while not really affecting anything if Sejuani is trying to do everything alone.

Another big problem with Sejuani is that she's picked pretty exclusively for her Ultimate,

and for good reason.

Right now Glacial Prison is up there as one of the most powerful abilities in the game,

but that's actually a really bad thing because it takes up most of her power budget, which

results in the rest of Sejuani's kit suffering.

There's only so much power Riot can put on a champion - like how Blitzcrank can't

have a strong Ultimate because his Q is so much, whereas Sejuani's power is weighted

towards her Ultimate.

That does kinda sound like it's just Riot saying they are going to nerf her Ultimate,

but if that means she can become a more interesting champion through her basic abilities, that

might not necessarily be a bad thing.

Keep in mind that Sejuani is a vanguard champion, so she needs a way to initiate a fight and

help lock people down.

That means she'll definitely keep some version of her Q gap closer, and she'll likely keep

some form of CC on her Ultimate too - it will just be less obnoxious and require Sejuani

to use some of the other tools at her disposal rather than just relying on landing an Ultimate

every teamfight.

This ties in pretty well with our last point about Sejuani not acting like a warchief - if

she's going to lose power on her Ultimate, then Riot needs to shift some of that power

elsewhere.

They did actually mention that they don't want to just give Sejuani one big catch-all

buff to her allies in order to get the war leader feeling down, instead she'll have

the ability to benefit specific allies in ways that help aid her fantasy as a barbarian.

That might mean it only gives an AD buff that only AD champions can really use, since AD

abilities tend to be a lot more visceral and in line with that you'd expect from barbarians,

but we'd guess that Riot has some cooler ideas than that.

One of Riot's biggest issues with Sejuani lines up really well with one of the primary

goals of the tank update as a whole; that they just aren't all that interesting to

play.

This is especially true with Sejuani, with Riot describing one of her abilities as essentially

a glorified Sunfire Cape.

It's not that Sunfire Cape is a bad item, but ambient AoE damage is a huge weakness

in terms of interesting gameplay for a lot of tank champions.

For Sejuani, that probably means Flail of the Northern Winds will be removed or changed

to something completely different, and the same will probably go for other champions

like Amumu with the same kinda thing with his Despair ability.

There's just no need for ambient AoE damage on tanks - they aren't there to deal damage,

they are there to be tanky and give utility to their teams.

It might be a bit ambitious of us to guess that all these abilities will be removed,

but if Riot want to re-focus the tank class and make them more interesting to play, this

would be a really good place to start.

Removing Flail of the Northern Winds would open a huge space in Sejuani's design that

would give Riot an easy way to make her a more fun champion.

Taking power away from her Ultimate means they want her basic abilities to be more engaging

and actually have some kind of mastery curve attached to it.

Although she'll definitely be losing out on damage compared to her current state, they

want her abilities to remain impactful - which probably means more CC or utility for her

trouble, making her even deadlier than before as long as she picks her engagements correctly

and coordinates with her team.

Something we haven't mentioned so far is her passive, which Riot have confirmed is

likely to change.

Right now Frost Armor isn't actually all that bad since it does increase her armor

and slow resistance which is a very tank-specific passive, but there's two big issues with

it right now.

Firstly, it's activated by Sejuani dealing damage, which should never be her core consideration.

Next is the fact that it's yet another ice-themed ability.

When you think about Sejuani, you should think about an epic barbarian chief riding a boar

with ice-related powers because of her Freljordian origin.

Instead of that, the barbarian chief and boar parts are pretty much negligible - she's

just a big brute with ice powers.

Riot is likely to cut down on the ice focus at least a little bit, just to make more space

for the rest of her fantasy to come out of her backstory and become a part of her actual

design in game.

Riot have said that all tanks, Sejuani included, need to put more focus on their defensive

abilities rather than their ambient damage - which.

That leads us to believe that her new passive will be some kind of interactive defensive

mechanic - one that both Sejuani and her enemies can play around.

A good example of an ability like this is Malphite's Granite Shield, giving him a

shield that refreshes if not broken after a certain period of time.

Malphite can plan his engagements around when his shield is up, and enemy players can try

poke it down before committing to an engagement.

Obviously Sejuani's passive isn't going to be a copy-paste of Malphite's since they

need separate identities, but this is the kind of interactive and defensive focus that

we're expecting to see on Sejuani's new passive.

Anyway that's just about everything for today on Sejuani's upcoming rework in the

mid season tank update, there's quite a lot of fresh information here that has really

helped us understand what Riot actually has planned for her, so hopefully you guys found

it just as interesting as we did.

Make sure you leave us a comment and let us know what you'd like to see Riot change

with Sejuani, or share your thoughts on the confirmed changes and whether or not you actually

agree with Riot!

And it looks like that's gonna be it from me, if you enjoyed the video drop a like,

subscribe if you want, thanks for watching, and I'll see you guys next time.

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Intro Pt1 - Raising your Profile as an Author | Miriam McGuirk - Duration: 0:51.

hello everyone my name is Miriam McGuirk

and a published author speaker

storyteller and bloggers and over the

next week i would like to share with you

my experiences of the last four years of

being published publishing in 2017 has

changed beyond recognition in that if

you wish to publish your book get your

name out there

raise your profile and your brand and

sell books that is a step-by-step

process that is actionable but the first

stage is to start writing get to the

page

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『MMD』Who R U - Duration: 1:17.

Who are you?

Who are you?

Who are you?

Who are you when you're alone

Tell me the truth

Are you the same

When the crowd is all but gone

Cause I want a heart

I want a love that will stand the test of time

And I won't break

And give you everything

If you're never truly mine

Tell me the truth

Tell me the truth

Tell me the truth

Tell me the truth

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COME SPINGERSI SULLO SKATE NEL MODO PIU' SEMPLICE - Duration: 1:30.

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Beautiful Newcomers Teens In Adult Industry - Top 20 New Debuted Teen xXx Girls 2016 - 2017 - Duration: 4:12.

Beautiful Newcomers Teens In Adult Industry

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#Платья1 ТМ ZUHVALA Магазин женской одежды Feya - Duration: 2:05.

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Five Keys To Baseball Mental Toughness - Duration: 4:08.

do you know the importance of canceling

out and putting negative thoughts out of

your mind

stay tuned

Hello welcome to Baseball Player

University I'm Jeff Forney your host of

baseball player university great subject

today mental toughness Jim Murphy is

talking about the five key things that

help us with mental toughness we always

talk about being mentally tough

he's going to give you some pointers to

help get those negative thoughts out of

your head and and think positive

thinking now and think about you as a

player in the future

great stuff let's go ahead and join him

so we have five tools for being mentally

tough

the first tool we have is quieting the

mind learning how to handle all those

thoughts that are going to come on the

bases are loaded

you got a 3-2 count against that batter

or when you're up hitting quieting the

mind is really crucial because you're

going to have a lot of negative thoughts

are going to come after you

your there's going to be your

subconscious is going to remind you of

past failures that you've had you say

you've given up a hit to this guy

or you struck out against this pitcher

last time it's going to remind you those

things so you got to learn how to combat

that

and these are things that you're going

to do daily mental conditioning things

that you're going to do and one of the

first thing we do is we quiet the mind

quieting the mind takes a lot of

practice off the field

you got to learn how to to do long slow

deep breathing that's an important thing

long slow deep breaths going to learn

how to it will help you slow down your

heart rate and get you in place where

you can anchor those positive thoughts

it will also help you with you journal

journaling is running down your thoughts

of of how you were when you played your

very best of things that you thought

things that you did and also when you

played your worst want to know how you

what you thought what you did during

those moments so we can help get you

into that zone where you play your very

best

the second thing is visualization we

need to have a clear picture of where

you want to be when you're throwing that

pitch what you want to have happen

hitting that glove getting that batter

out and we don't want to throw that

pitch until we have that clear picture

and that clear thought in her mind so

that's number three is affirmations and

self-talk affirmations are positive

statements about yourself about who you

want to be in the future as if it were

true today for example i'm a great two

strike hitter or I throw a wicked

curveball with a nasty break or I had

lots solid line drives gap to gap

those are affirmations that we want to

use and those are that's also called

self-talk you talking to yourself 24

hours a day seven days a week what are

you saying when you're talking to

yourself you've got to make sure that

you know what you're saying and that's

really helping you when you're on the

field

ok the fourth tool we're going to use in

developing mental toughness is

controlling negative thoughts and

emotions you have to realize that

baseball is a game full of failure and

your biggest opponent is always going to

be yourself

so what does that mean that means with

that there's gonna be times when you're

going to be expected to throw that pitch

or get that clutch base hit in a in a

pressure situation with the game on the

line or you feel like that you have the

weight of the world on your shoulders

so how do you control your negative

thoughts and emotions those are

important things that you need to learn

how to do if you want to be mentally

tough

the fifth thing is routines having

routine is going to help you get into

that that so when you play your very

best that's where you get mentally tough

because you're that's going to help you

look at like a mentally tough player

when you have routines that help you get

into the zone a routine that before you

throw that pitch between innings

you're going to take a couple long slow

deep breaths and you're going to do a

couple things are going to help you get

into that zone when you're when you're

on deck there's going to be something

that you're going to do the same way

every time habits habits of thought

you're gonna have one thought in your

mind when you're hitting and one thought

in your mind before you throw that pitch

and then one picture in your mind before

you throw that pitch so these routines

are going to help you get into that zone

and become mentally tough so daily

mental conditioning on and off the field

is going to help you develop mental

toughness

hey that's our show for the week some

more great information coming right at

you

hey keep sending those emails and our

website make sure you visit www.bputv.com

until next week His Peace always

and remember this is baseball player

university with the field is your

classroom

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My Veins Disappear (Q&A) | #SpinaBifida - Duration: 4:51.

I knew I had to film today.

But I also wanted to stay in bed so here we are.

(light hearted music)

Hey everyone, welcome to #SpinaBifida

I asked you on Facebook and Twitter,

for some Spina Bifida questions and or Disability questions.

So we're going to do a Q&A.

So the first question is from Eric Fullgager...

Sorry.

And they asked "Why are disabled people treated

like we can't do anything "normal" people can?

And honestly I think that has to do a lot

with our society's misconceptions on disability.

Abled bodied people just assume we can't do anything.

Based on superficial ideas that

they've seen in movies, they've read in books.

And instead of asking disabled people

what we can and what we cannot do,

they just assume.

The next question is from Jazmin, and they ask

"Are you pretty easy to stick for blood drawers or IVs?"

In theory yes,

my veins show up very easily.

But, I get very bad panic attacks

when a needle is around me.

And my body goes on this kind of protective mode.

Where all of a sudden you can't see any of my veins.

And the nurses have to put like warm towels around my arms

to try and get a vein to show up.

And depending on the panic attack, it can take

hours for them to draw blood.

My body just doesn't like needles.

The next question is from TwitchJulian,

and they ask "Do you need any type of assistance

or accomidations in hotel rooms?"

I'm rarely in a hotel room.

If I travel anywhere, usually I find

friends or family to stay with.

I haven't really been anywhere, where I don't know someone that's

already living there.

But for hotels I generally don't ask

for assistance.

I think that mainly stems from a fear of

just abled bodied people not believing I'm disabled.

And I don't want to deal with confrontation.

I have had hotel rooms with grab bars

in the bathroom and that

is something I absolutly love to have.

But I don't really ask for accommodations when I do stay in a hotel.

The next question is from my friend Natalie!

And I love you and miss you too Natalie.

She asks,

"What is the biggest misconceptions people have about Spina Bifida?"

So Spina Bifida's not widely known.

I find myself a lot explaining what it is.

But for the people that do know what Spina Bifida is

and they don't have Spina Bifida themselves.

I think the biggest misconception is that

we are all in a wheelchair.

And that we all can't get up from our wheelchairs.

And that's a big misconceptions for people that are disabled as well.

But I've seen in so many documents,

and websites that pretty much say that people with Spina Bifida,

Are going to be in a wheelchair, that that is

the number one thing that has to do with Spina Bifida.

And it's just not true, a lot of us

are in wheelchairs but we can get up from our wheelchairs.

A lot of us can't get up from wheelchairs.

Some of us use canes or crutches.

Or wear braces on our legs.

And some of us are like me that don't use any accessible equipment.

I think the biggest misconception is that

a lot of people who think they know about Spina Bifida

assume we're all in wheelchairs.

The next question is from Daggy, and they ask

"How can I encourage my daughter to feel positive about her body?

What can I do to make her feel like she also

is included in making decisions about her body?"

Well first I think, let her know she has Spina Bifida.

Let her know this is her reality.

Let her express any kind of feelings she may have about it.

Lucky for her...this commenter...

said that her daughter is young.

So lucky for her she's growing up where there are so

many people on the internet

on YouTube who are disabled and who also have Spina Bifida.

Who are spreading awareness about disability and

and body positivity with being disabled.

She has so many resources,

to her community.

And I think that's the biggest way to gain

body positivity and to gain confidence in yourself.

So expose her to that.

You can't control her emotions and how she's going

to feel about her disability.

And about herself but you can expose her to

postive outlets

So that's all the questions that I have.

Thank you so much for asking them.

And if you want to do future Q&A videos let me know.

Because I really like these

relaxed videos especially when I've had a stressful week.

And that's it, I will see all of you next time.

bye!

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The Time I Cursed At My Wife - Duration: 5:10.

The time I cursed at my wife

So the other day Emily and I got into an argument.

What was the argument all about…

I don't really know.

But I do know that I messed up.

Especially the part when I started cursing at her…

Hey guys, Justin here welcoming you to another episode of, "That Christian Vlogger" a

place where you get to join me and experience faith in the first person.

If you're new here, I make raw authentic videos on Christianity like this one every

single Monday and Thursday, so definitely consider subscribing.

So in life, there are moments that you're proud of and moments you wish you could just

take back.

And so we're clear, just because I have a Christian youtube channel in no way makes

me exempt from this.

In fact, this last week I definitely had a few key moments of regret.

I'm not sure why, but I've been somewhat of an emotional individual lately.

The other day, after Emily came home from work, I guess I thought it would be a great

idea to pick a fight with her.

Well, during that fight I ended up yelling and cursing.

Neither behavior, by the way, do I endorse in a marriage, nor am I proud of.

And while that definitely sucked, what sucked more is that not only have I experienced these

types of fails in my marriage, but also my relationship with God.

There have been moments of guilt where sin gets the best of me and I can't help but

feel like I've failed God again and again.

So, the other night, a good friend of mine named Kurt was leading a worship event in

Portland.

Kurt is the guy that helped me video and produce the course that I made recently for Christian

Youtubers.

Kurt also happens to be a really gifted musician and artist and I wanted to go and support

his music and ministry.

Anyways, during that evening, in the middle of the worship set a local youth pastor got

up to share a message.

In the message, Pastor Jackie spoke about the disciple Peter.

A brash, impulsive and often the most foolish of all the 12 disciples.

He spent a few minutes highlighting the two major events of Peter's life.

The first being the amazing miracle of Peter walking on water and the second being the

shameful event of Peter denying Jesus before his crucifixion.

Evidently, I'm not the only one with the problem of cursing.

Pastor Jackie described how life as a follower of Jesus can often seem to be a sort of ping

pong match where we bounce between these two extremes.

Sometimes in our lives, when we live by faith- we end up doing amazing things like stepping

out upon the waters and conquering in the name of Jesus.

And other times, we're like Peter, cowering for fear of judgment in a dark corner cursing

as we deny Christ.

And I'm guessing you know what both of those experiences feel like.

I know I do.

I mean, I wish I could say that I knew only victory as a disciple of Jesus, but the truth

is that I fail Jesus, and evidently, I fail my wife too at times.

But the good news is that even when we fail Jesus, He still pursues us.

Jesus had just been crucified a few days ago.

Mary Magdalene and a few other female disciples were going to the tomb to anoint Jesus'

body.

The stone was rolled away and a young man dressed in white greeted them both.

They of course were afraid and this was when the angel spoke to them.

The other night, these words spoke to me too.

"Do not be alarmed!

You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified.

He has risen!

He is not here!

See the place where they laid Him.

But go, tell His disciples, and Peter, 'He is going ahead of you into Galilee.

There you will see Him, just as He told you."

Think about these words for a second.

Why would the angel tell the women to specifically tell Peter this message?

Why say, "tell his disciples, AND Peter."

Peter had just denied Christ, as many of us do throughout our lives in various different

ways.

He's alone and depressed in the pit of despair.

Peter's screwed up and he knows it.

But Peter doesn't know the power of God nor the love of God.

He thinks that he's betrayed his closest friend and that there is nothing he can do

to take it back.

And so here's the thing.

Even when we screw up and there really is nothing that we can do about it, God reaches

down and gives us a gift.

It's a gift called grace.

You see, God let's us know that no matter how badly we have messed things up, that even

then, when we feel most wretched and filthy, that He is still there.

It really is grace that truly makes all the difference.

It's grace that provides restoration and healing.

And the good news is that grace is contagious.

You see, when we receive grace from God, there's something about it that just infects those

around us.

It's that same grace that we receive from God that extends to heal broken relationships

like mine and ultimately lead to reconciliation.

One of the biggest gifts that God has ever given me in this life is a wife who has been

infected by this same grace.

And even though my carnal nature gets the best of me, I truly am so grateful to have

someone like her in my life to be a very real reminder of the goodness and the great grace

of God.

"Grace and Peace be multiplied unto you through the knowledge of God, and of Jesus

our Lord."